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    May 26

    Broken



    Broken Writtten by Bunmi Darling
      

    Shrouded in the cloud of lust,

    I lay on my bed as a foetus

    would coil in her mother’s

    womb. I lay awake, my eyes

    dull, the reflection before me, a

    colour of the night, my mind on

    ninety degree of lost me.

    I yearned for my lover whom

    had just left me.

     

    I sobbed, wanting him,

    missing his powerful

    hands on my body. I am in

    lust and I can’t find normality

    in the sudden madness of my

    heart.

     

    I sobbed, how do I explain

    the whereabouts’ of my lover?

    As strange as the morning,

    I found to my incredulity,

    my lover had gone away, he

    left with his Rucksack full
    of my love and his broken
    promises.

    Oh ye, how do I get
    over something my heart
    says it right, and my head
    forsakes. I am in a coma
    of deliriousness, help me, 
    help me. My heart is bleeding,
    the sockets of my eyes are
    bulging, and I feel the pupils of
    my eyes playing tricks on
    me from my rivers of cries.

    A gift from my friend, Coronergurl... x.



    Written by Bunmi Darling (c)

    May 23

    Baby I love you


      
    November 13

    Blessings

     

    I have had a good weekend so far, just having fun, a bit of shopping, buying accessories and generally catching up with my friends… These last few months gone by, I find that I did not want to talk to no one. I stopped calling my friends, some would call I wont pick up my phone, and believe it or not, I was not depressed. I was just in my own little world, were I inserted a DO NOT DISTURB sign. I can’t say have any regrets, because I don’t. I needed just to be free for a moment; do I make sense at all???? ..… (I don’t make sense to myself either).

    Anyhow, this brings me close to a subject which is very close to my heart, it’s called Blessings, don’t get me wrong I am not a teacher, neither am I a religious person, but I have found that more often we humans do not seem to bless one another, when I say blessings, I don’t mean giving out physical gifts to people, I mean blessing people with our words, wishing people well…

    Do you know, whenever I go out or speak to people and when they say nice things to me or pray for me, it always feels like some sort of remedy, it really goes deep into my soul, the kind of feelings I get when I am blessed with words cannot be described totally, as there is no words for it, but it feels very good and peaceful… I love blessing people with nice words, sometimes, I would bless them with gifts or money, as I the giver always feels very happy doing it, it is like some sort of happiness, that you are making others happy by what you are giving them... I remember a time, I would remember those that have hurt me, and I would feel unhappy or sometimes shed a tear and curse them, but now, I just bless them and wish them well... If I am to be honest, I would say I was the weaker one, for letting people get to me; it was my own stupidity for given my heart away to those that did not deserve it… I still have to thank them for making me who I am today, because without them, I don’t think I would be what I am now, at this stage in my life, I am loving it, I know what it feels like to surrender yourself to the universe and take your own actions and hope your inner eyes will guide you through your life.

    Everyday I wake up, I learn new things, I feel like a new person, a person who is being reborn over and over again and it feels wonderful… If you are one of those with a steel-trap mind that plays tapes over and over of slights you’ve experienced, grievances, perceived failures, hostilities, you can use that same quality of steadfast attention by sending blessings rather than condemnation or resentment. I know this might hurt or some might even frown at me, but close your eyes and imagine blessing someone who has hurt you in the past.

    Imagine blessing both your enemies and friends – or even your illnesses. Imagine blessing something you condemn or criticize or feel unhappy about or feel jealousy toward. Imagine blessing someone who has been unkind to you. Or someone who has tailgated you on the highway. Imagine even blessing someone who has abused you. You do that and practise doing it, if you don’t feel happier or a new person, then hey, do it again, and I can assure you, your soul will feel lifted and rejuvenated. I wish you all a happy Sunday and remember to wish good in your hearts.

    This is from my friend Corona Girl. Love you girl.



    November 11

    My Poem-My Inner eyes...

     

    I shall cover my eyes and envision the dust blow away.

    Eyes to my deeper soul are precious than ruby, precious

    than Diamond, eye to my soul is priceless. I shall cover

    my eyes and imagine the waves of the ocean - Beating

    down on me slowly, to join the Dolphin, to swim

    with the Dolphin. I shall cover my eyes and fly away like

    an Eagle, I am free, free as a bird, free from my

    thoughts, the thoughts I have with me now is the

    thought of being me.

                                                                                            

    The thought of being in a universe, which is

    unknown to man, but known to me, the universe of

    paradise, the universe of were I make things happen,

    just by closing my eyes and opening my inner eyes to

    the paradise of the unknown world which is a world

    known to me. This is the way I want to be. It feels

    magical to be free, free in my world.

     

    I shall cover my eyes and see the drumming

    of your heart with mine, It feels good covering

    my eyes, for when my eyes is covered, I see you

    in my heart, I feel you in my heart, I feel your

    heart beating with Mine. I shall cover my outer

    eyes and reach for my dreams; my inner eyes

    will take me along the journey to which my

    outer eyes cannot see.

                                                                        

    I shall cover my eyes to you, I shall cover my

    eyes to your imperfections and my

    imperfections, when I see your imperfections

    in my inner eyes it makes me want you more

    and more. My inner eyes will be open to you,

    with my inner eyes; I can see you for who

    you are.

     

    In my inner eyes, you are the passion I

    always longed for; it feels safe to be with you in

    my soul. I shall cover my outer eyes to evil and

    open my inner eyes to goodness, goodness

    that will take me on the journey of Forever.

      

     

     

    November 10

    Music

     

    To say technology has change the world would be an understatement, earlier this morning; I switched on my Computer and logged on to the Internet. From nowhere, I just heard music blaring, I looked around my Sound System it was off, and I looked on my Screen, on my home page which is msn.co.uk, there was a banner, an advert, showing the risks of Cigarettes, and the music playing in the banner was Frank Sinatra, I can’t remember the name of the track,, but I have to say, It was good, because, they really got my attention with the music, if there was no music with that advert, I would never have giving it a second look.. It was good advertising..

    I kept thinking how music has really taken over our world… Can you ever imagine a world without music? (I can't imagine it). Such a special talent, to write songs, sing and have a hit. Personally, I couldn’t do without music, I live music, I eat music, I drink music, music to me epitomises happiness.. Just love my music…. They say when you love something, you find out more about it, so I did a bit of research about music…

    History of Music

                                                        The Middle Ages

       The traditions of Western music can be traced back to the social and religious developments that took place in Europe during the Middle Ages, the years roughly spanning from about 500 to 1400 A.D. Because of the domination of the early Christian Church during this period, sacred music was the most prevalent. Beginning with Gregorian Chant, church music slowly developed into a polyphonic music called organum performed at Notre Dame in Paris by the twelfth century. Secular music flourished, too, in the hands of the French trouvères and troubadours, until the period culminated with the sacred and secular compositions of the first true genius of Western music, Guillaume de Machaut.

    Music had been a part of the world's civilizations for hundreds of years before the Middle Ages. Primitive cave drawings, stories from the Bible, and Egyptian heiroglyphs all attest to the fact that people had created instruments and had been making music for centuries.

    The Renaissance

    The Renaissance was a time of rebirth in learning, science, and the arts throughout Europe. The rediscovery of the writings of ancient Greece and Rome led to a renewed interest in learning in general. The invention of the printing press allowed the disbursement of this knowledge in an unprecedented manner. The invention of the compass permitted the navigation of the world's oceans and the subsequent discovery of lands far removed from the European continent.

     With Copernicus' discovery of the actual position of the earth in the solar system and Martin Luther's Protestant Reformation, the Catholic Church lost its grip on society and a humanist spirit was born. This spirit manifested itself in the painting and sculpture of Michelangelo, the plays of Shakespeare, and in both the sacred and secular dance and vocal music of the greatest composers of the era.

    Dance music of the Renaissance

    Throughout the Renaissance instrumental dance music flowered and thrived, and was composed, or more likely improvised, by many people. Musicians whose names have come down to us collected much of this existing music and had it published in various volumes over the years. The Terpsichore of Michael Praetorius (c.1571-1621) and the dance music of Tielman Susato (c.1500-1561) represent some of the outstanding examples of dance music from the late Renaissance. A piece such as La Spagna , (attributed to Josquin des Prez) is an excellent example of the buoyant rhythms and sounds of the Renaissance dance. Many of these dance forms were modified and developed by later composers and found their way into the Baroque dance suite.

    The beginnings of Opera

    In the last years of the sixteenth century, a group of musicians and literati in Florence, Italy experimented with a new method of composing dramatic vocal music, modeling their ideas after the precepts of ancient Greek theater. Their intent was that this new music should prove more direct and communicative to an audience, as the complex polyphony of the Renaissance could very often obscure the text being sung. They instead set a single melodic line against a basic chordal accompaniment, and with this notion of homophony, a new era of music began. The Florentine Camerata called this new form of musical-dramatic entertainment opera. The first operas were private affairs, composed for the Italian courts. But when in 1737 the first public opera house opened in Venice, Italy, opera became a commercial industry, and the genre in which many composers throughout history first tried out new ideas and new techniques of composition.

     The Classical Period

    From roughly 1750 to 1820, artists, architechts, and musicians moved away from the heavily ornamented styles of the Baroque and the Rococo, and instead embraced a clean, uncluttered style they thought reminiscent of Classical Greece. The newly established aristocracies were replacing monarchs and the church as patrons of the arts, and were demanding an impersonal, but tuneful and elegant music. Dances such as the minuet and the gavotte were provided in the forms of entertaining serenades and divertimenti. At this time the Austrian capital of Vienna became the musical center of Europe, and works of the period are often referred to as being in the Viennese style. Composers came from all over Europe to train in and around Vienna, and gradually they developed and formalized the standard musical forms that were to predominate European musical culture for the next several decades.

     The Romantic Era

    As the many socio-political revolutions of the late eighteenth-century established new social orders and new ways of life and thought, so composers of the period broke new musical ground by adding a new emotional depth to the prevailing classical forms. Throughout the remainder of the nineteenth-century (from ca. 1820 to 1900), artists of all kinds became intent in expressing their subjective, personal emotions. "Romanticism" derives its name from the romances of medieval times -- long poems telling stories of heroes and chivalry, of distant lands and far away places, and often of unattainable love. The romantic artists are the first in history to give to themselves the name by which they are identified.

    The Twentieth-Century

    By the turn of the century and for the next few decades, artists of all nationalities were searching for exciting and different modes of expression. Composers such as Arnold Schoenberg explored unusual and unorthodox harmonies and tonal schemes. French composer Claude Debussy was fascinated by Eastern music and the whole-tone scale, and created a style of music named after the movement in French painting called Impressionism. Hungarian composer Béla Bartók continued in the traditions of the still strong Nationalist movement and fused the music of Hungarian peasants with twentieth century forms. Avant-garde composers such as Edgard Varèse explored the manipulation of rhythms rather than the usual melodic/harmonic schemes. The tried-and-true genre of the symphony, albeit somewhat modified by this time, attracted such masters as Gustav Mahler and Dmitri Shostakovich, while Igor Stravinsky gave full rein to his manipulation of kaleidoscopic rhythms and instrumental colors throughout his extremely long and varied career.

    November 09

    Food for thought

     

    You can’t believe what happened to me today, went to the bank as you do… After the bank, met a potential client. Afterwards decided to pop into a Bookshop after glancing around, I settled for a Maya Angelou autobiography, (she has a new one out)… In my head, I was wondering how many times the woman was going to write her autobiography.

     

    After buying Maya’s autobiography, went into my usual Coffee shop, sat down with the book. I opened the first page, it was cookery lesson, I thought, “this has got to be a joke”. Read about five pages, and find it was Cookery autobiography, I was like f*** me, is there anything these people won’t publish? All in the name of Dollars, I was so irritated; I took the book back and got my refund… Don’t get me wrong I am not saying there is anything wrong in having your own cookery book, but to call a Cookery book autobiography is quite another thing. In case you come across the book, it’s called HALLELUJAH. Bought some food from Sainsbury’s (yep, I went to Sainsbury’s). Can’t make up my mind what to cook, as I am so spoilt for choice, but I think I will cook something light…

        

      Rice, I So much love this food… It is rice, but very well flavoured with Spices and tomato, it comes out really rich, if it is cooked properly… I would have loved to write the recipe out, but hey, I am tired. Maybe another time… In the meantime, here is a picture of Jollof Rice garnished with fried Meat, fried Plaintain and lovely Spices…

    You can eat it with fried plantain, Plantain is like Banana, but bigger, and it can be sliced and fried or you can grill it. But frying is better, even though it is more fattening….

     

    Okay, let me go and do some cooking, I think I will make Noodles & Vegetables, I like the way I cook it, I actually named it myself, I call it, “Noodle DARLING" Cheerio’s…

     

     

     

    November 08

    Weather

    Hurray, you know what? I have nothing to real gist about on my blog today, earlier on I was contemplating on what to write, perhaps a Poem, and I thought naaaa, I have nothing in my head. After sitting back for five minutes, then it occurred to me, yaahhhh, I could discuss the Weather, ehhehehe, ya think am mad? No, not mad, just a bit whacked…. Anywho, we have been having a fantastic Weather, the Sun is always out, it feels like mid summer sometimes, thanks to Global warming. With the way the Weather is going, I reckon we will soon be having full summer all year long, that will be disastrous, as I enjoy Winter, I know it sounds crazy that I would love Winter, but I just do… Winter to me, is such a romantic season, lol, there is nothing as romantic as snuggling up to your loved one in front of the Fireplace come Winter time, with a nice cup of Tea.. Just yummy… Anywho, that’s me for today…. Here are some Jokes below, have fun… Mwahhhhhhhhh….

     

    Q: What did the tree say to the leaf at the dance?

    A: "Let's get twiggy with it!"

    -- Submitted by: Joy, Age 12

     

    Q: What do call it when you get struck by lightning?

    A: A shocking experience!

    -- Submitted by: Timmy, Age 10


    Q: What animal drops from the sky?

    A: Rain-deer!

    -- Submitted by: Payal, Age 12

      

    Q: Can you use green, pink, and yellow in a sentence?

    A: When the phone goes green green, I pink it up, and say yellow!

    -- Submitted by: Jacob, Age 11

     

    Q: Did you ever see the movie "Constipated?"

    A: It never came out!

    -- Submitted by: Lia, Age 11

     

    Q: Have you heard the trash joke?

    A: It's a load of rubbish!

    -- Submitted by: Courtney, Age 7

     

     

    Q: Why are false teeth like stars?

    A: Because they come out at night!


    Hey Peeps, today is Sophie's birthday, she left a nice comment for me and since today is her birthday, pls kindly click on this link SOPHIE'S BIRTHDAY and say a happy birthday to Sophie..


    Just got these pics of Nirvana from Darren, he came round and ask me to help myself to anything I want on his Space, so I took some Nirvana pics,  and designed the pics, the result is below. I have always loved Nirvana, I have all their albums, I love all sorts of music, as long as I can relate to it in my own way then I am down for it..

             

      If you want a copy of the Nirvana image, pls save it on your hard drive, do not copy pls. Thank you.


     

     

    November 06

    Blessings & Knowledge

     

      

    I am soooooooo feeling this day, Sunday…. It is raining, the sky looks very dull and mesmerizing, the reason I say mesmerizing is because it puts you in the mood for you know what, lol… Anywho, since I have reduced my Church attendance, I thought I would dedicate Sundays to the topics I like, especially spiritual topics… Today, I am going to be discussing the blessingsw & knowledge.

     

      

    Few years ago, I was in a dazed, I had no idea where my life was heading, I felt I could not do anything right in my life, that is because whenever I try to do something great for myself, the people around me will put me down and say I am not worthy of such things, after a while I began to believe them. It really ate into my self –esteem. I couldn’t do anything right in my eyes; I actually thought the whole world was better than me.

     

    Anyhow, after parading around and not knowing were my life was heading, I decided to go to College and study computing (this was 8 or seven years ago). The idea of doing the course was that I would come out with a certificate, which would enable me to get a good job. When I enrolled and started my college, things changed for me, I discovered things about me.

     

    I remembered one afternoon a friend of mine Carmela, said to me, she goes “Bunmi, you are very intelligent”, and I was like, haaa? Say what? She repeated it again. That day I got home, went in front of my mirror, and had a good cry, because no one had ever in my life told me I was intelligent. I thought intelligence was reserved for other people but not me. After Carmela told me I was intelligent, I started looking at myself differently, I got more into books, I was reading everyday, and to cut the long story short, I decided to enroll at university, the rest like they say is history.

     

     

    Knowledge is very powerful; it has made become who I am today, without knowledge I would be lost. Knowledge alone has liberated me from all miseries, pain & poverty. It has indeed transformed my whole world & lives. The profound power of knowledge has not only blessed my worldly life, it alone singularly liberates me from the subjective clutches of time & space to help me awake to the transcendental realm. Knowledge and knowledge alone should be our top priority in life, not only to help make our day to day lives more meaningful & productive but also to help awake to the divine & timeless state of Godhood.

     

    Do whatever you can to have an open & sensitive mind. Be in the midst of nature at least for a short period in a year. Do you know what I do? Sometimes, for months, I don’t watch Television; I don’t listen to the radio however I would read the Newspaper, so as to know what is going on in the world. I find that when I do this, I am always at peace with myself, I discover new ways of thoughts, and my life becomes more enrich.

     

    Never let arrogance of any of your achievements touch you, and never be conditioned with intense likes & dislikes. Follow the Vedic adage that "Let noble thoughts flow to us from all sides." Don't be under the impression that anything modern is always good or correct and anything old is rubbish. This is an arrogance of the most stinking kind. Do not also believe that everything old is gold and everything new is nonsense. What is required is an open mind, which is open to all ideas from all over. Let us have the intelligence to evaluate the merits of anything our self. Conditioned people are basically unintelligent people who cannot sieve out right & wrong, good or bad themselves. It is convenient for them to simply brand a thing as new & old, western & eastern, religious or secular and blindly follow one. Such people remain condemned to mediocrity and can never be expected to rise to those great heights. The people who pursue knowledge whole-heartedly not only make their professional & worldly lives very beautiful & successful, but also awake to the Godly state of transcendental divinity in this very life. I wish you a lovely Sunday….

     


    Thank you once again to Laura for the lovely graphics above (Bunmi  & Cindy Graphics), you are a real sweetheart. Mwaahh..


     

     

     

     
    November 04

    Friday Blunkett

     

     

     David Blunkett

    I don’t really have much to write today on my blog, I am so tired of not being tired (whatever that means). I was reading the Newspaper earlier on today, and I am deeply saddened that David Blunkett is resigning for the second time in eleven months.  (For my friends that do not know who David Blunkett is, he was the Work and Pension Secretary for the Blair government). I really feel for him, it must be very hard being blind and in a very influential position in the country.

     

    Moreover, I am sure it is hard for him to make friends or even trust anyone, as it seems everyone he allows into his life ends up betraying him. I always wondered how he eats, and how he cooks, I don’t know the man, yet I feel like I know him just by seeing his picture in the papers, you and I know a picture tells a lot of stories he seems such a kind hearted man, very vulnerable, I don’t know how anyone can set out to hurt him, it is despicable and vile.

     David Blunkett    

    I am not even blind, yet I get betrayed from left and right by people I call my own friends…. Not to talk of a blind man, it must be really hard for him. Writing this right now, I feel a tear welled up in my eyes, I am remembering past events that have occurred in my life, all in the name of betrayal. (I know I am sensitive, can’t help it). I believe he has being witch-hunt. The sad part of it is, the new woman he met Sally Anderson, seems on hell bent on destroying David Blunkett, just for a few thousands, Sally, is a beautiful eligible woman, who can earn her own money herself, yet she has gone down the lines of very vile women like Rebecca Loo (I call her Miss Toilet).

     

    Quinn & BlunkettKimberly

    Then you have the scandal of Kimberly Quinn, a married woman, who sleeps around and got pregnant, in the process, and not knowing who the father was, what sort of women are these women?

     

    David Blunkett & with rappers

    I am not saying I am better, but hey, I will rather keep my dignity intact than to stoop low like these women. I really do not understand how these women can sleep at nighttime, knowing they have destroyed a soul by kiss & tell. It beggars beliefs that educated women can go down the line of Jordan and Jodie Marsh, all because they want to be famous. I really couldn’t do it, not for any money in the whole world…

    What sorts of men are going to marry these women?  David Blunkett should never have been sacked, he was very good at his job,  at the end of the day, he has not killed anyone, but trying to make a living for himself for rainy days, they all do what he has been sacked for, as I said earlier on, I believe he, Mr Blunkett was witched hunt. I wish you all a lovely weekend.

          
    November 02

    Tweedy

    Wow, very wet and windy today in London, makes it all seems so dull, I thought I would write a story for my blog today, which I have done. I have to say a big thank you to those that enjoy my Stories and Poems. Today's story is about a girl named Tweedy, enjoy....  Cheerio's.

    There was once a girl named Tweedy, at the age of 11yr, Tweedy was lanky, she was also very mangy. Tweedy never had a happy childhood, Tweedy grew up in a very big family, she had seven siblings of four boys and three girls including Tweedy, all her siblings had similar physical resemblance, but Tweedy was the only different one, she was the one everyone picked on, Tweedy never looked like any of her siblings, and she always wondered why, after a while she got used to being different, she was always told she was ugly and would never amount to much when she grows up, Tweedy was never a happy girl, she was only happy, when she goes into her private space, her space was a derelict cupboard in the basement of her parents house, whenever she was there, she was always singing, and her friends would come and play with her, her friends were not visible to the eyes, she was the only one who could see them, her friends were very beautiful, they would tell her she was great and she should not worry about what others think of her, this always used to make Tweedy happy, until she goes back into the house.

     

    Tweedy’s sisters were very beautiful to look at, they were curvaceous, outgoing, they were allowed to bring friends home, except Tweedy, Tweedy, was treated unequally with her siblings, all these used to trouble Tweedy… One day, Tweedy’s parents told Tweedy, they were going away for a week, with her sisters and brothers, and that she should take care of the house, they told her that the next time, they would take her with them, Tweedy was so broken hearted, she watched her sisters and brothers packed their clothes to go on holiday without her. Her siblings were all happy, they were discussing what they would do when they get to the island they were going, Tweedy, stood in one corner, with tears flowing. Tweedy was not crying because they were leaving, she was crying because she felt unloved and different. She would be in the house all alone, then she saw the brighter side of it, she remembered her invisible friends, and that relieved her mind, because this was her chance to invite her invisible friends to the main house…

     

    After her parents and siblings left for their holiday without Tweedy, Tweedy ran to her hiding place to tell her friends they could come up and see the whole house, she waited for her invisible friends to appear, she waited for hours but they did not come. As she was about to leave to go up to the main house to finish her chores, one of her friends appeared, but there was something different about the mood of her invisible friend, Tweedy asked her friend if everything was okay, but her friend would not say a word, in order not to make Tweedy feel bad, her friend wore a fake smile and started chatting to Tweedy, Tweedy asked her were the rest of her friends were, she said they had been given assignments by the master of the universe, Tweedy asked who the master of the universe was, her friend said she would know when it is the right time…..

     

    Anyhow, Tweedy did not feel too lonely as she had one friend who was present. Tweedy invited her friend to come up to the main house and see the rest of her house, but her invisible friend declined, Tweedy could not understand why her friend did not want to see where she sleeps, so Tweedy started crying, with this, her invisible friend held Tweedy’s hand and said, “it has nothing to do with you, but the house and your family”, Tweedy asked her invisible friend to explain what she meant, in which her invisible friend retorted  “Tweedy, you know I love you, I love you for your heart, the reason I come to play with you is because your heart is like ours, it is pure and undiluted, I can only go into places where there is love, inside your house, there is no love, I wont fit in”. Tweedy, did not understand what she meant, but she pretended she knew anyway. Tweedy’s invisible friend stayed with Tweedy, to keep her company. On that same day, two hours after her parents and siblings left, she heard a knock on the door; she did not know who it could be, her parents had warned her not to open the door for strangers.

     

    Tweedy was afraid, as no one should ever know she was all by herself, she was too young to be on her own at 11 years old, Tweedy pretended not to hear the door, but the banging of the door wont go away, as Tweedy was about to creep to the basement to meet her friend, she saw something in the house, like a reflection of her whole family, with this, Tweedy got confused and went back to the door, she eventually opened the door, in the doorway, were three policemen and two women, they asked her who she was, she was reluctant to tell them as she knew her parents would be in trouble if anyone found out she was by herself, after she was cajoled by one of the women, she found her voice and said her name was Tweedy and that her parents had gone away to a remote island with her other siblings. The women and the police officers told her to sit down, they told her they have some news for her, but it was not very good news.

     

    Tweedy was confused, she could not understand what they wanted to tell her as she was only 11 years old, Tweedy told the women that they should wait till her parents comes back, and they all looked at Tweedy with compassion in their eyes, they told her the fatal news that her parents and siblings will not be coming back, they were in a car accident and not one members of her family survived, Tweedy, was confused, she did not understand, they explained to her that everyone in her family was dead from a motor accident, Tweedy cried and cried, she started vomiting, they told her they would have to take her away, she cried again saying she did not want to go anywhere.

      

    They all looked at her and said she didn’t have a choice but to do as she was told, Tweedy felt cold, she had no one in the world, she had no one to love her, she had no family. On her way to her foster home, they told her that the people that died were not her real parents, and that she was adopted, she was so shocked, after a while, she now understood why she was so different and why they treated her shabbily They took her away to a foster home, the first foster home they took her was not very nice, she was with a family from the land of Nebetilosum. They would shout out at her, she had no bed, Tweedy got so sad, she stopped eating, she lost so much weight, the authorities had to be called in and they took her away.

          

    She was sent to another foster home, this time, her new foster parents were very nice and very rich, immediately they saw Tweedy, they knew, she was extra special, the rich couple knew, they had to treat her like an Angel, because when they first saw Tweedy, they saw a light on her head, and they saw one of her invisible friends smiling at the foster parents…

             

     

    They treated Tweedy like their own, although they do not have biological children, Tweedy, was so happy with them, she blossomed, she was sent to the best schools. Tweedy grew up into a beautiful woman, she had long black hair, just like Pocahontas, she had the most amazing eyes, they were sleepy hazel eyes, at night time, her eyes would glitter, men adored Tweedy. Tweedy grew up to be a very successful woman… She now lives happily with her husband, once in a while her invisible friends still sees her…   


     
       
    A big thank you to Laura
     for this lovely picture above.. I loff it.... Big kiss Laura...

    October 31

    Patience

     

    This weekend has been one big blur for me, I have a cold, and could

     not sleep for two days, but I am feeling better.. Hurray is Halloween

     today, but I don't think people are going to be doing much, as today

     is mundane Monday... Don't you just love Mondays? NOT!!!! For

    the first time since I started blogging two months ago, I could not

    blog on Sunday, I was so ill, I could not think.. Anywho, I feel much

    better, apart from my cough. I hope you like my poem for today....

      

    Mid mornings are my times of day

    I am here patiently, the patience

    Claws into my skin - hurting like the

    thorns Roses, waiting impatiently.

    How long can I wait? They say patience

    Is a virtue, I am a virtue, I have waited,

    I believe in goodness, goodness is hard

    To find these days, to be good, you are

    Told you have to have a motive.

    They say good things comes

    To those who wait, that is what religion

    Teaches you, realism says not so.

     

    I do not understand patience, as I am

    Patient. It’s illogical; it’s all a drama,

    I have a part to play in this drama.

    I feel I can no longer go on with this

    drama, as I sit patiently I am

    envisioning the clouds, the clouds

    Are opening up, in the clouds, appears

    Steps, this is revealing another world,

    Is this what patience is all about?

    This is a new world in the clouds, I am

    so tempted to climb those stairs, but

    What awaits me?

      

    I will be patient; I will wait for the

    masters of this cloud to come down

    from the steps, I could climb those

    steps, but I am patient. I am curious,

    I am looking at the steps, all Paved

    in a material which is unknown to

    me, A material which dazzles like

    diamonds, they are not diamonds,

    these are new to me, I am going

    to climb those stairs and be myself.

                                       

     

     
    October 28

    Pitching and politics

    Today has been one hell of a day, I have been pitching since morning, so I hope the outcome will be positive.. I have so many emails to respond to.. I recently joined a political group, where by emails are sent and we all discuss issues going on in the whole world. I am really glad I joined this group, as there seems to be a lot of intelligent people amongst the group, you have Professors, Lawyers and of course me lool... I have learnt a lot, about human interaction and one thing it has taught me is, it is never a good idea to throw insults just because one has ran out of intelligent points.. A lot of the men seem to do that in this group, they are always putting each other down, calling themselves all sort of names, they all say we are there for a purpose, a purpose which is to have a vision for our individual countries, but the way they behave are even worse than the government they are trying to change....
     
     
    As for the rest of the day I will be replying emails and doing stuff online, I have bought myself a bag of Popcorn to munch on whilst I reply my mails... I just love the Internet, it can be very isolating, especially if you enjoy it as much as I do.. I have learnt so much on the Internet, and I am glad... The Internet has really enriched my life.. I have met some wonderful people online, it has exposed me to other cultures, which I would not dream of unless I travel to those countries, in short, I love it.. Tommorow, I shall find something interesting to post on my blog... Cheerio's Cindy..
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              
                                      

     

     

    October 26

    Burning Desire

                                

    Burning Desire!

     

    Hurray, hey, this week is so quiet, the kids are on half term

    and it seems the whole country has somehow gone to bed

    for a week, perhaps it is just my area of abode. I don’t mind

    it though, as I love a bit of quietness here  and there. Good

    for the soul not to be disturbed mentally. Anyhow, I

    wrote a Poem, I hope you like it as much as I do….

     

             Burning Desire

    I desire you, I always have, and you will

    always be my burning desire. The way you

     make me feel, when you touch me, brings

    life into our passion which is unseen, but

    felt from the heart. I burst bubbles when I

    am with you, the way you whisper sweet

     nothing into my ears, it brings tingles into

    my whole body, It brings burning desire.

     

    You rock my world with your tenderness, your

    touch, your smile, and  your affection beautifies

    what we have. And the little things you do that

    make me love you. I never knew what romance

    was, I always read  about romance from books,

    but I never experienced romance until I met you,

    the feeling of your romance gives me a sensation

    which makes my heart beat to the songs of love,

    the songs of romance.

      

    I believe  an Angel sent you, you are so different, and so

    captivating, and you nourish my life. The desire I have

    for you burns deeply in a way, which I cannot  explain;

    not of burning pain, but a burning desire that makes

    me wants you more and more each day.

     

    My burning desire, when I woke up this morning, and

     saw you starring into my eyes, I felt you, I felt you in

     my heart, you took hold of my face  and gave me a

     kiss on the forehead, it felt like the heavens had

    opened  up to receive my burning desire. Oh how I

    shall cherish you, my burning desire you make me

    come alive, being with you is bliss. I feel love from

     you. When you are not with me, I feel you around

    me, your  smell lingers forever, my burning desire.

    You are just the way I imagined  you to be, my

    burning desire. If I tell you I want your burning

    desire  tonight, would you refuse me?

                                      

                                     

     

    October 25

    Set me free, let me go

     

     It’s almost 4:30 am here, UK time, here I am staring into my Computer, not knowing whether to read a book or just go to bed, sleep seems so hard for me. It’s been raining since yesterday but I really don’t mind as I feel we can do with some rain. I kept thinking, what do I do to make myself sleep, a cup of Cocoa was out of the question, as I stopped buying Cocoa years ago, I thought about milk, and I was like eeeewwww, then it occurred to me, I could write, now what do I write about, I started brainstorming for a subject, could not find one, then I decided to write a poem. I hope you like this poem as much as I do.

     

    Set me Free! Let me go!

     

    Set me free, let me go, Set me free of your thoughts,

    Set me free of your mind, I do not want to think about

    You, thinking about you brings Pains into my humanity,

    the pains I feel for you are not of hate, they are

    Pains of love, set  me free, set my soul Free.

    They said love hurt, I denied it, I was In denial, now

    I am hurting, this pain is too deep, I can't breath,

     feel my heart burning, not of rage or anger, my

    heart is  burning for a love, which is not

    capable of loving.

     

    Thinking about you, the things you do without me, brings

    Pain to my heart, the pain of love; it feels like the gentle

    waves of the ocean crashing into my heart, and the pain

    comes slowly, but surely, this is the pain I feel in my

    heart when I think of you. I cannot live any longer; this

    heartache is killing me softly. The thought of you and I not

    being together breaks my heart, set me free, let me go. On

    my bed at night, sleeps seems so hard, you engulfed my

    mind, I lay crying, with my tear drops all over my pillow,

    that is what the thought of your love does to me, set me

    free, let me go. Set me free into the breeze of the night.

         

    I remember that day, like yesterday, mid morning, I was

    with you, you held my hands, you looked into my eyes, you

    told me you loved me, I wanted to burst for

    pure joy, I believed you loved me, I thought I had

     found love in you, not knowing, I was in for a rough

    ride with you, you captured my heart, you charmed

    me, I felt entwined with you. I need you to set

    me free, I need to be free like a Bird, I want to

    fly with my wings, and I want to fly with the

    Birds, as I believe I can fly. Release me, set

    me free,  let me be the bird that will wake

    you up in the in morning, release

    me, set me free, let me go.

      

    It feels I am heart broken, but in my soul, I
    am not. I know whatever happens is right;
    all I want is my heart back, set me free, let
    me go. This is too painful, too delirious, you
    are there, but refused to go, set me free, let
    me go with the wind, set my soul Free. It feels
    impossible to live without you - that is the
    gamble I have to take, set me free, let me
    go, this passion refuses to go, I cannot keep
    yearning for your love, knowing you cannot be
    mine and I cannot be yours.
      
    You are always present in my heart,yet
    absent in my life. Set  me free, let me go,
    let me be gone with the wind. In my heart, it
    feels like a Romeo and Juliet fairy tale, but
    we are both alive and out of love. Set me
    free let me go with the wind.
     
                                     
     
     
    October 23

    Stella Obasanjo

     

    Today, I am quite shocked, that is because the

    President of Nigeria’s wife, Stella Obasanjo

    died today at an hospital in Spain, apparently

    she had travelled to Spain to undergo surgery

    and died from complications, resulting from

    that surgery, authorities said.

     

    If there was one woman I admired apart

     from my darling mum, it has to be

    Stella Obasanjo, she had grace, she was

     beautiful in her own way and she stood

    for a lot of good courses all over the world.

    I admired her fashion sense, she

     was not trendy, neither does she

    wears Suits, but she wore African

    attires with style. She was a very

    gracious woman, she made a lot of

    Nigerian women stood up to the men

    in Nigeria, she was the ultimate

     girl power.

     

    Furthermore, it was unheard of for an African

     leader’s wife to kiss her husband in public, but

     she broke that rule and always kissing her

     husband in public, she was so romantic, to me

     she was a real woman, I am very saddened

     for her family.

    She was 60 years old. May her soul

    rest in peace. Here are a few links

    to some of her endless work, of been

    a philanthropist

    http://www.eddionline.org/articles/2002/03-14-2002-bridging-the-digital-divide.htm

    http://www.tiens.com/jpdk/htdocs/tiens/mlnh/050122_xcjs_02.htm

    October 21

    Imagine

     

    Early this morning, around 2: am, I woke up and found I could not go back to bed…. It is funny, how the night seems when you listen to it… It felt like we had humans of the night that parade when everyone has gone to bed… lol, all in my head… Anyhow, I wrote this little poem, enjoy.

     

    I imagine the world is mine, in my little world, and it became mine. I Imagine night turn to day at night in my little head, sounds impossible? In my little world I made it possible, just by imagining. I imagine a world of no law; the imagination seemed impossible, without love.

     

    I imagine laughter around me when I am alone; it seemed impossible because I am alone. I imagine Birds laughing with me their laughter were songs calming to my heart. I imagine borrowing a wing from a Dove, I imagine flying away with the Dove and saw another planet, a planet full of human Doves.

          

    I imagine driving down a road,  the landscapes on that road I never imagined, all the trees on that road were diamond encrusted, the road were paved with Gold. The road was my light, and the diamonds on the trees my vision.

     

    I imagine seeing the sea, the waves of the sea dancing as a robust Belly dancer. I imagine seeing a little house on the sea, a sea house, this house, peace of the ocean lives.

     

    I imagine human life being treasured. I imagine a day without someone on our planet crying, I imagine life without sorrow. I imagine a day were everybody in the world would celebrate love and rejoice for love.

     

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    October 18

    King Lion Rumshould

     

    This year has really gone fast, it’s like the days has gone shorter, soon it will be Christmas, I feel everything is moving at a fast pace. Imagine I went to my local Mall the other day, and most of these shops were decorated for Christmas, (sighs). I sometimes feel like writing what goes on in my head, if I do, I think some might think one needs a Shrink…. It all seems so blocked up, but I do feel I am loved by so many.  It’s so strange, I really feel like my life is unfolding in front of me, everyday is a mirage somehow, hmmmnn, I really can’t explain this.  It’s so strange; I guess every country’s atmosphere is very different, because I know that if I go to another country, I will see life differently from their culture. England sometimes feels to me like a sleepy country, so mysterious... Well, those are just my thoughts… I have a story in my head, when I was growing up, I used to tell a lot of stories to my friends, mostly make believe stories, I try as much as possible to make my stories interesting.. The story I have today is called the King Lion Rumshould, enjoy.

     

     

    Once upon a time, there exist a Lion, this Lion had a mother and a father,  but he never grew up to know them, simply because the Lion was an Orphan, his parents were eating by Dinosaurs at a very young age..  When Lion Rumshould was born, he was very well loved by his parents, they were always feeding him, giving him cuddles, they don’t even bite him playfully, and that was how much they loved him… You see, in the Jungle where they reside, It was controlled by Dinosaurs, in their time, humans were not created; hence it was Dinosaurs which were the Kings and Queens of planet Earth. One sunny day, as Lion Rumshould parents laid him to sleep on Mountain Kilimanjaro, a big Dinosaur appeared from nowhere and ate Lion Rumshould’s parents, the Dinosaur spared Lion Rumshould because they had enough food to last them for a week. With this Lion Rumshould got very sad, he cried and cried until the tears stopped flowing.. He started thinking of making a new life for himself, first of all, he had to get himself off Mountain of Kilimanjaro and go into the Wilderness to search for his cousins and animals alike…

     

    The following day, Lion Rumshould made his way down  Kilimanjaro into the Jungle, where he met up with Goats, Snakes, Tigresses, Kangarooes, when Lion Rumshould first saw Kangaroo, he got really hungry and started imagining Kangaroo in his mouth, but he knew that if he wanted to make friends in the jungle he would have to avoid eating his friends and becoming the enemies of the rest of the animals.

     

     

    Lion Rumshould started learning how to be considerate to others, he was showing kindness, this was unheard of from a Lion, Lions are known to be beastly they do not care who they eat, yet here was Lion Rumshould showing considerations for others. The Animals in the jungle started respecting Lion Rumshould, they would bow to him and so forth, Lion Rumshould had lived in the Jungle since his parents died, which was six years ago, in the year of Endlessness. Everywhere Lion Rumshould goes he was well respected by the animals in the Jungles, they would cook and give him his own portion, in the evenings all the animals in the jungle would go to Lion Rumshould’s house and he would tell them endless stories of when he was living on Mountain Kilimanjaro, how his parents cared for him.. The animals in the jungle loved Lion Rumshould to the extent of them finding a wife for him, his wife was from the other side of Endlessness, her name was Tigress, now Tigress was indeed beautiful for a Tigress, she had the perfect cheek bones, and mysterious looking eyes, Lion Rumshould loved Tigress the moment he laid eyes on her, they had twenty little Lions together…

       Life in the jungle was ever so wonderful for Lion Rumshould, then came the news that the Dinosaurs were all parading the jungle, looking for Rumshould, the Dinosaur that ate Lion Rumshould’s parents were looking for him to finish him off, just like they ate his parents, news got back to Lion Rumshould, when Lion Rumshould heard the news he was terrified, he started thinking of ways to save himself and his family, he knew in  his heart that it was a hopeless battle, as he cannot fight the Dinosaurs, as the Dinosaurs were so powerful and had special powers to kill.

     

     

     

    The Dinosaurs eventually came for Lion Rumshould, Lion Rumshould did not realised that his wife Tigress had told the other animals about the Dinosaurs coming for Lion Rumshould, and the animals in the Jungle all planned to save Lion Rumshould’s life, On the day the Dinosaurs came, all the animals were all hiding, they all had their own special weapons, they had Fangs, Teeth, Nails, special poison and so forth. Immediately the Dinosaurs appeared, all the animals  rushed out, fighting the Dinosaurs, Lion Rumshould was so happy he almost died of happiness, he didn’t believe all  his friends could risk their lifes for him to save his life, they all started fighting the Dinosaurs, the Dinosaurs all got tired and started begging for mercy, at this point - Lion Rumshould was now feeling sorry for the Dinosaurs, so he told all the other animals to stop beating the Dinosaurs, and they all stopped…

     

    Lion Rumshould asked the Dinosaurs why they wanted to kill him, they could not reply him, as they felt ashamed, the person they wanted to come and kill had saved their life, so began pleading again, and Lion Rumshould told them that he was a peaceful Lion and they should not take him away from his friends, the words of Lion Rumshould touched the Dinosaurs heart they bursted into tears, with this Lion Rumshould told them they should go, and the Dinosaurs flew away…. All the animals were full of admiration for Lion Rumshould and they decided there and then to make him king of the jungle and Lion Rumshould became the King of the Jungle until the present time.

    October 16

    Dove in the Sky

     

    It’s so sunny and lovely today in London. I can hear the kids playing near the Park. I planned going to church this morning and in my heart I really wanted to go, not that I missed going to my own Church, I don’t. I woke up very early today with the intention of going to my local church and I just could not wake up to go.

     

    I went back to sleep, in my sleep, I saw myself in my regular church, this church is so big with so many people, but you know what? It lacks warmth and love; the place is so sterile and commercialised, that in my sleep, it felt cold being there.

     

    So I left (all this was happening in my head). I now found myself in my new church which is just down the road from me, it is a very small church, but my God, it was so peaceful in there, I actually thought I was there for real, so I have made up my mind I would be going to my new church.

     

    I wrote the Poem below this morning, I really do not know what inspired me, but after writing it, I smiled because I loved it… I hope you will like it as much as I do…


     Dove

     

    I am a Dove this morning,

    Oh flying into the Heavens

    I see Stars. Stars look different

    On earth, they look tiny from

    Earth. As a Dove in

    The sky I went to the kingdom

    Of stars, oh you wont believe

    What I saw, each of the Stars

    In the Sky are heavenly Soldiers.

          

    The Stars in the sky are different,

    They have hearts, all loving

    Hearts. Oh how I love being a

    Dove in the sky, it feels I am

    Dreaming, I love this dream

    Of being a Dove in the

    Morning. I do not want to

    Wake up from my beautiful dream

    Of being a Dove in the morning.

      

    Cheerio's Bunmi aka Cindy.....................

     

    October 13

    New Project & Poem!

     

    Hurray, I am so happy today, and you know why? lol,

    I don’t know why myself,I just feel happy. Perhaps it

    is because of my new project that I have just

    embarked on. I am designing my own political

    website, that is what I would say for now.

    But it is going to be something like the

    “PRIVATE EYES" concept, but in an African

    version, when It is all done; I will paste the

     link here and you don’t have to be an

    African to contribute. effectively In the

    meantime, here is a little poem I wrote.

    Enjoy!

     

     

    Afraid!

     
     

    In a ghostly form, he slept, but his heart was awake, he was afraid of the night, afraid of the terror of the night, Woken by the storm, he felt fragile, he was afraid of thunder, yet, the storm brings thunder in the night. He was alone curled up like a caterpillar, afraid to move, for the fear of the night. What was to become of him? Isolated from society, he looked up into his ceiling and saw the cracks; the cracks were on his ceilings and on his walls. He looked left and right, all his furniture’s were damaged from his isolation.

     

    He was afraid of outside, he was afraid of the unknown. “What is the unknown?” He asked himself, he could not find an answer. The thunder has stopped, he crept on his toes, looked into the mirror and saw a haunted face, he was afraid of his own face, he has been told he was ugly and never will amount to nothing and he believed them. He does not see a way out, as he has been forgotten by everyone that knew him, he heard death knocking on his door, master of death saw him but did not want him, he was no use to the master of death, as he was dead from the inside.

       

    He was afraid to sleep, he asked death, “death, if I sleep will I wake up?” Death gave him a cold stare and said to him “I don’t want you”. Broken, again, not even death wanted him, who else can he call upon to have him. He remembered he could pray, but to whom? He prayed, he prayed and light started coming into his room, he could see himself in the mirror, he was no longer afraid, He was going to take that journey, a journey which was forbidden to him but paramount to him.

    Cheerio's Bunmi. . . 

      

     

    October 11

    Hurrrrrrraaaaaaaaaayy Halloween..

     
    I have been tagged by stargoddess77, I can actually say I am  feeling Halloween after visiting so many nice Spaces, some embellished in some cool Halloween graphics.. Fun!…......... hehehehehe..
     
                                     

                                           

     
     

    Answer the following Halloween questions and pass on to 10 friends!

     1.      WHAT DO YOU MOST LIKE ABOUT HALLOWEEN? Well, I don’t really celebrate Halloween..

                                                

    2.    2.   WHAT DO YOU LIKE LEAST ABOUT HALLOWEEN?  There is nothing I like least, as long as it puts a smile on the kids face, then I am happy..

                                                            

                                                    

    3.     3.  WHEN WAS YOUR FAVORITE HALLOWEEN AND WHY? Not Applicable.

    4.     4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HALLOWEEN TREAT? Okay, when I used to  club it a lot, it was an excuse to go clubbing…

    5.     5.  DO YOU STILL GO OUT TRICK OR TREAT NIGHT? Come on, I am an adult!

    6.     6.  WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE COSTUME? Cinderella.

    7.      7. WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST? Myself.

    8.      8. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE HALLOWEEN MOVIE? None!

    9.      9.  DO YOU LIKE HALLOWEEN PARADES? Never heard of it.

    10. 10. DO YOU THINK HALLOWEEN SHOULD BE BANNED FROM SCHOOLS? Naaa, I don’t think Halloween should be banned from school…. It makes the kids happy, something to celebrate, after the stress of homework… loool